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BLIND TRUST (1/2)

By: S.J. Stiers

© 1999-2000




Pete Malloy climbed out of the squad car and paused before closing the driver's side door. Flowering dogwoods and trimmed shrubbery sprinkled the immaculate grounds. Revered buildings placed alongside each other created a little community all its own. He'd always thought the college campus was a picturesque place, but right now something seemed odd, hinky even. Then again, except for a couple of classes, he'd never spent a lot of time here.

“You coming or what?” Jim Reed stood on the sidewalk, waiting for the other officer to join him.

“I'm just looking, partner.”

Reed grinned as the two men walked in tandem toward the double doors of Sonneman Hall.

“Pete, if you're looking for pretty coeds, it's the wrong time of year.”

Malloy stopped dead in his tracks and narrowed his eyes at the younger man. “For your information, I was not looking for...pretty coeds. I was surveying the scene of an alleged crime.”

“Oh.” The grin disappeared and Jim's face fell just a fraction.

They entered the building, pausing when they reached the elevator. Pete scanned the directory for the right floor as the doors opened. Jim entered the elevator and punched a button, then motioned to Pete. “That's alright, I know where it is.”

Pete Malloy shrugged and followed his partner inside. Standing side by side, each looked up at the floor numbers.

“So what do you mean by it's the wrong time of year?” Pete's words disappeared behind the closing doors.

**************

The elevator jerked to a stop on the fourth floor and reluctantly released its passengers. Malloy sighed as Jim continued his enthusiastic endorsement of academia.

“I'm telling ya, Pete, the time to be on campus is when classes first begin, not when they're almost over. It's really exciting.”

“What's the matter, Reed? Being a cop too boring for you?” Malloy raised an eyebrow at Jim as they approached an office door that was slightly ajar.

Jim Reed opened his mouth to reply but was interrupted by a white-haired woman, who yanked the door open. This woman's crinkled eyes flashed at them through wire-framed glasses. Good grief, she looks just like my old high school math teacher!

“So there you are! I thought I was going to have to guard this place by myself all day!”

“Ma'am?” Pete asked, nonplussed but keeping his tone polite.

“Come on, come on in.” She waved them into the office as if she were herding cattle. Her crow-like hands waved them into the office as if she were herding cattle. The woman's black pointy shoes were clicking across the smooth floor as she paced anxiously around the two officers.

“I've never seen anything like it. Of all the nerve....”

Pete wondered if she was talking about them or something else. “I'm Officer Malloy and this is my partner, Officer Reed. Can you be a little more specific, ma'am?”

Jim pulled out his note pad and pen, ready to jot down specifics.

“Yes, yes, of course. I'm Norma Battersley. I'm the secretary for the Chemistry Department.” She hesitated a moment, staring at their blue uniforms, “Wait a minute. You're not the college police! You're city police, aren't you?”

“Yes, ma'am,” Jim answered, “They're short-handed this week. We're helping them out on some of the more serious calls. Now, you reported a break-in?”

“I most certainly did! Follow me!” She led the two men into a large supply closet and, with a shaky hand, pointed to a nearby wall. “Have you ever seen such a thing?”

Malloy and Reed stared at the stark white surface. Dirty footprints started at the ceiling and ran all the way down to a bright blue counter top. Bits of dried mud left an diminishing trail on the floor.

“Well, no, I haven't. What do you think?” Pete turned to his partner, waiting to hear his response.

Jim smiled and replied, “Looks like a size 10E.”

Norma Battersley, hands on hips, scrunched her face up at him. “Is this funny to you, young man?”

“No, ma'am,” Jim replied, glancing at Pete. He let me step right into that one!

“Look, Mrs. Battersley, is anything missing? Have you checked the entire office?” Pete Malloy asked, his voice soothing and patient.

“Of course I have. And no, nothing is missing. But that's not for lack of trying.”

“What do you mean?”

“I mean that they tried to steal the final exams from the file cabinets last night.”

“Final exams?”

“That's right. But we had them all locked up . . . they just weren't smart enough to jimmy the locks. Or maybe the perpetrators were afraid they were going to get caught and decided to split.”

Malloy looked at Reed, wondering just how many cop shows the old gal had watched on t.v. “It appears that someone came over the cement wall and through the ceiling tiles from the outside hallway. That's quite a risk just to steal some tests.”

“Did I saytests, young man? Finalexams ! There's a difference! But even if they had gotten their hands on them, they would have been in for a big surprise.”

“How's that, Mrs. Battersley?”

“We always have a different set hidden away just in case. Same questions--different order.” She didn't bother to hide her contempt, as she continued, “I almost wish they HAD gotten the exams. Would have served them right!”

“Yes, ma'am. We'll file a report and make sure that your own campus security is alerted.”

“What? That's all?”

“Mrs. Battersley, that's all we can do for now. Nothing was stolen and there's no evidence to identify the guilty party.”

“No evidence? What about those footprints? Aren't you going to take a cast of them or something?”

“You mean a plaster cast? Uh . . . no ma'am, that doesn't work with brick walls.”

Mrs. Battersley sighed loudly, crossed her arms and looked squarely at both men. “You would think modern police procedures would accomplish more in this day and age. But I shouldn't be surprised. After all, look at all the rampant crime on this campus!” Shaking her head, she walked over to the office door, followed by Malloy and Reed.

“Mrs. Battersley, it may be nothing more than a college prank."

"Hmmpfff!"

"If you have any more problems, please be sure and contact the college police. Like I said, we'll follow up with them.” Pete fervently hoped that nothing else would happen to warrant another visit to the campus, at least not to this same location.

“Yes, yes, I know. For all the good it'll do....”

She closed the door behind them, barely giving them time to reach the hallway. The glass panel vibrated with indignation and threatened to slip out of its casing.

Pete shook his head in wonder, remembering the times when he thought he'd seen and heard it all. He looked over at Jim, who was suppressing a grin.

“I noticed that you didn't have much to say in there,” Pete elbowed his partner.

“Are you kidding? Thanks to you, she already had me pegged as a troublemaker. I wasn't gonna make it worse.”

“Me?” Pete asked innocently, “What did I do? You were the one with the commentary on the wall-walker.”

“And you set me up . . .” Jim started to reply, but his attention was diverted as a gangly man with thinning blonde hair approached them anxiously. Jim smiled as recognition sparked in his eyes. “Professor Jernigan.”

“James Reed? That is you, isn't it?” Relief mixed with genuine affection lit the man's face as he reached out to shake Jim's hand.

“Yes, sir. Professor Alex Jernigan, I'd like you to meet my partner, Pete Malloy.”

Pete nodded and grasped the professor's hand in greeting. He received a gracious smile but detected a hint of nervousness behind it. He watched the professor, noting that Jernigan clutched his books and papers close to his body as he spoke to Jim.

“James Reed,” he repeated, almost in awe, “So you're a police officer now.”

“Yes, sir,” Jim grinned, turning to Pete, “Professor Jernigan was my advisor, Pete. He really looked out for me all through college.”

Pete chuckled, “Well, I'm glad someone did.”

“How are you, Professor?

“Please, James, I think you can get away with calling me Alex by now. And things are . . . fine . . . just fine. You know, students come and students go. But I always remember the best and the brightest.”

Slightly abashed, Jim blushed. “Thank you, Professor . . . Alex. I appreciate that.” He gestured toward Pete, “Now if you could just convince my partner.”

Malloy rolled his eyes in response, but the effect was lost on the professor. He was blinking rapidly and looking over his shoulders as though expecting someone. Pete knew agitation when he saw it; however, it was usually something he observed in the behavior of a suspect or a victim of a crime. Not in a man running into a favored former student.

“Alex?”

Jim had noticed it, too. "Good boy," Pete thought.

“Yes? I'm sorry. You know us old college professors . . . always a little eccentric.”

“Are you all right? Is there anything we can do for you?”

The briefest shadow of alarm crossed Jernigan's face, then disappeared. “No, everything's fine. But I really must take care of some administrative paperwork. You understand.”

“Sure. Maybe we could get together for lunch sometime?” Jim asked, trying to offer friendly encouragement.

Dr. Jernigan nodded, still somewhat distracted, “That would be nice, James. I'd like to know how you're doing. Really though, I'm already late.” He turned, then stopped and looked at Pete thoughtfully, “Officer Malloy? I guess you're looking out for him now.”

Pete threw a wry smile in Jim's direction and replied, “Yes, sir.”

Jernigan nodded again, then waved before walking rather briskly down another hallway and exiting into a stairwell.

Jim Reed stared as the heavy door slowly closed with a resounding metal click. He then moved toward the elevator and silently pressed the down button.

“You okay?” Pete asked, concerned with his friend's silence.

“Sure,” Jim answered quickly. “I'm just not sure if he is.”

“I just met him . . . but, to be honest, he did seem like something was bothering him."

Jim stepped into the elevator and looked at his partner, “Yeah, I thought so, too. Maybe we'll have that lunch and I'll find out.”

“Maybe.”

They left the historic red-brick building without incident and reported their status to the dispatcher. No calls waited so they returned to their routine patrol.

It turned out that their early morning call was the most exciting one of the day. One speeding violation, a false alarm and a minor fender-bender rounded out the day. And, of course, the attempted burglary follow-up. Both men left the station weary and glad to see the end of the watch.

**************

Jim awoke with a start as the phone at his bedside rang. He hurried to answer before the too-loud ring woke Jean up as well.

“Hello?” His voice was rough with sleep, but he was instantly alert. Middle of the night calls rarely brought good news.

“James Reed?” The caller's voice was just a whisper, but the urgency and fear behind the voice simultaneously came through the line.

“Professor? Alex?” Jim instantly recognized Jernigan's and looked at the alarm clock. One am.

“James. Listen to me. I need your help,” Jernigan pleaded, keeping his tone low.

Jim sat up, swung his feet onto the floor and pulled the phone cord as far as it could go. He flipped on a small lamp in the corner of the room. “What's wrong? Where are you?”

“You must meet me . . . I'm at my office. Do you remember where it is?”

“It's still in Sonneman Hall, right? But what's going on? If you need police, let me call it in . . .”

“No! No! Don't do that!” Jernigan spoke rapidly, panic rising.

“Okay, okay, take it easy. I'll be right there.”

“Please hurry, I don't know what to do. When I saw you today, it seemed like a sign. Suddenly, I knew you could help me. I knew I could trust James Reed. But just you, no one else, or . . . .” Jernigan's voice seemed a little calmer, as though simply talking to Jim made him feel better. Maybe a friend was all he really needed--one that just happened to be a cop.


“Just stay there, Alex. I'm on my way,” Jim hung up the phone, stood and turned to see his wife watching him.

“You're going somewhere at this hour?” Jean asked. Will I ever stop being afraid for him?



“Just helping an old friend, honey. Don't worry. I won't be long. Go back to sleep.” Jim smiled, bent over and gave her a light kiss. He dressed quickly, grabbed the car keys and stopped at the oak wardrobe they shared. As quietly as possible, he unlocked the top drawer, pulled out his .38, and clipped it to his belt. He glanced one last time at Jean, who'd gone back to sleep, then closed the door behind him.

Jean opened her eyes and turned her head to stare at the wardrobe.

Jim paused with one hand on the knob as he opened the front door. The phone in the living room was illuminated by the stream of light coming from the front step.

“But just you, no one else.” Alex's words kept repeating in his brain, both warning or pleading. Pete's phone number was his only other thought. His training told him to do one thing. A friend's trust in him told him to do another. He had to make a decision in the next few seconds. He hoped it would be one he could live with.

****************

Moments later, Pete's phone rang, waking him from a deep sleep. No, I know I haven't been asleep that long! He rolled over and irritably yanked the receiver from the base, mumbling semi-coherently. When he heard Jean's worried voice, he was instantly wide awake.

"Pete? It's Jean."

"Jean? What's wrong?"

"I'm not sure, maybe nothing."

Pete heard the apprehension that she was trying to hide.

"Where's Jim?"

"He got a phone call just a few minutes ago. He said an old friend needed his help. Jim told me not to worry, Pete . . . he said he'd be right back."

"So, why are you worried, Jean?"

"Pete," she paused, her voice shaking. "He took his gun. He thought I was asleep but I saw him take it."

"Okay, Jean, calm down. Did he say anything else?"

"Sonneman Hall. That's one of the buildings on campus."

"Yeah, I know where it is. Jean, don't worry, okay?" Pete said, gently. Telling her not to worry about Jim was like telling her not to breathe.


"Thank you," she whispered, then hung up the phone.

It took Pete less than two minutes to get dressed, grab his revolver and keys, and head out to his car. Jean was scared. Maybe she was overreacting. Maybe not. Pete felt better playing it safe. Calling it in was another matter. What would he be calling in? He presumed that Jim had taken his gun as the habit of a cautious, off-duty cop. I bet I know who that old friend is and where he might be right now. I told Jean not to worry. Wish I could do the same.



**************

Jim pulled his car into a parking space near the corner of the building. No need to attract attention with a suspicious looking illegally parked vehicle.Maybe the administration should look into providing more lights for the campus--it's way too dark here.

He slipped into the side stairwell entrance, which he knew was open, even in the late hours of the night. Students accessed so many of these buildings that it was becoming a problem for security. Something else for the administration to consider in the future. But right now, he had 5 flights of steps to climb . . . and fast.

The door opened easily and with very little noise. Jim stopped inside, listening as muffled voices echoed down the stairwell. He started climbing, taking the steps two and three at a time in his eagerness to reach the fifth floor. The speakers' words weren't clear, but he could identify the emotion behind them. Rage. Insistence. He recognized one of the voices as Jernigan's. His had the persistant tone to it. The anger belonged to the stranger.

Words became clear as Jim neared the fourth floor landing. He slowed his ascent, not wanting to alarm the men above. He reached for his gun and grasped it firmly as he softly creptforward. He caught his breath and swallowed hard, fervently wishing that he had made the phone call to Pete. Stupid. Reckless. Can't think about that now.

". . . and I told you, Professor, it's none of your business!"

"I'm trying to help you . . . you're the one who's in over his head!"

Jim realized that he was directly underneath them now. One wrong move and it could all go wrong. He didn't know what he was dealing with--one of the most dangerous scenarios possible. That's what Pete had always told him. Suddenly the commotion above him turned into the sounds of thudding and scuffling, and outcries of pain. Jim grabbed the railing and pulled himself up another set of steps, but stopped abruptly when his eye caught a blur of motion. A human body tumbled down the hard concrete stairs toward him.

***************

A dark figure slouched behind the steering wheel of a car parked crookedly near Sonneman Hall. The rugged face wore a shadow caused by both the limited light and the failure to shave in recent days. Jerry Barstow was beginning to regret letting his young protegee try to take care of a potential threat to his business. He looked down and held his arm at an angle, trying to read the hands on his watch.

"Damn," he muttered, rubbing the back of his neck. It was taking too long. The kid had done everything he'd been told to do so far, but Barstow realized he should have taken care of this himself. Too big. Too important. Too much at stake.

Still grumbling to himself, he jerked the door open and resisted the urge to slam it.

After scanning the parking lot and surrounding area, he felt confident that everything was normal. Nobody was around to see anything, just as it should be. He reached under his jacket and felt for the .45 hidden on his left side. Drawing his fingertips across the smooth metal always gave him an extra boost. He didn't need it. But he liked it.

He crossed over to the loading dock, then moved behind bushes and through vines with the ease of a man who had done it a million times. He had purposely parked around the far side of the building. It wasn't convenient to the open side door but he hadn't wanted his car to be seen near the only late night access. The risk was increasing with every minute that passed. Barstow's silhouette followed him around a corner and disappeared.

***********

Jim stood in stunned silence as the crumpled form of Professor Jernigan came to rest awkwardly on the landing between the fourth and fifth floor. His right arm was flung out above his head and the left one was bent unnaturally behind his back. Strangely paralleled, his right leg was stretched straight up the stairs on which he'd fallen and the left one pointed toward the landing. Jim stared at Jernigan for a brief second before comprehending that the professor was actually conscious and meeting his gaze. The professor's lips moved slightly but no sound came out.

A sound above him reminded Jim that there was another person in the stairwell. That spurred the officer into action. He raised his gun, bracing it with both hands, and pivoted against the railing to aim at the assailant.

"Freeze! Police!" Jim yelled, searching with his eyes.

It was too late. The door was swinging closed, its metal handle clanking against the latch mechanism.

Jim exhaled and lowered his revolver cautiously as he bent down closer to Alex. A disturbing amount of bright red blood had already pooled beneath his head. But his eyes were still looking directly at Jim.

"Alex. Listen to me. I'm going to call for help."

"James," the professor gasped, "I . . . just . . ."

"Don't try to talk, okay?" Jim implored, lightly touching Alex's free hand. "Stay still. I'm gonna get help."

"Just . . . trying to look out for him . . ." Jernigan struggled as each breath made a harsh wheezing sound.

Jim knew pursuit of the assailant was out of the question. He wanted to stay with Alex, but was afraid that it would do no good if he couldn't get real help. He would call for an ambulance, then come right back and do what he could. The professor's office and a phone were only a few doors down the hallway. That was the same direction that the dark figure had taken. I don't have any choice.

Jim glanced down at his former mentor and regret clouded his thoughts. "How many mistakes have I made tonight," he wondered. Steeling himself, Jim dashed up to the stairwell door, paused and drew out his gun again. He pressed down on the door handle and pulled it open with slow deliberation, not sure what might be behind it. Edging his head around the door jam, he scanned the hallway and was relieved to find nothing suspicious. He led with his gun, sweeping the area as he, neared Jernigan's office. The door was wide open. Cautiously, Jim entered the room.

Soft light spread from an overturned floor lamp. Papers and files were scattered everywhere. Most of the space was taken up with bookcases, filing cabinets and the professor's oversized desk. After making sure that no one could be hiding within the confines of the office, Jim searched for the telephone and found it spilled onto the floor. His mouth tightened as he examined what was left of the phone cord. It had been torn from the wall outlet and was now totally useless.

Jim had seen a pay phone near the entrance when he and Pete had been here that morning. "God," he thought, "had it only been that morning?" It felt more like days.

Jim knew that the elevators were automatically stationed on the second floor but pressed the button anyway. It would be faster than running back down to either end of the hall, scrambling down all those stairs and then facing another long hallway. He was right--the elevator doors opened in less than ten seconds.

***********

Barstow thought he heard something as he clamored up the stairs. He looked up and didn't see anything, but decided to take it fast and quiet. He was slightly out of breath by the time he reached the fourth floor. As he turned to continue, he saw Jernigan lying broken, bloodied and very, very still on the floor.

A twisted smile formed on Barstow's face. Well, whaddya know, the college boy actually pulled it off. And he even managed to make it look like an accident. I'm won't have to worry about that teacher mouthing off to anyone. I can keep my lab up and running and, even better, I have something to hold over the kid in case he gets cold feet later on. Barstow casually stepped over the body. Pleased as he was, he now wondered where Tony Scott had gone. The kid wasn't in the stairwell, so he must have gone back to the prof's office. Stupid kid, why didn't he just come back to the car like I told him?

Jerry Barstow relaxed and maneuvered down the hallway and into the only open room. Baffled, he looked around for some sign of Tony, then returned to the hall.

"Jerry?"

Barstow turned, barely able to hear the whispered voice.

"Tony? Where the hell are you?" he asked, growing annoyed.

A narrow door across from the professor's office opened timidly and a young man's face peered out. Relief flooded the clean-cut features as he exited a custodial closet. He rushed over to Barstow, sighing loudly and grabbing the other's arm.

"Whew! Am I glad to see you! I thought he was going to find me for sure," Tony exclaimed, bending over and taking a deep breath.

"The professor? Kid, don't worry," Barstow smiled indulgently, "No way is he gettin' up again."

Tony swallowed, the scared look coming back to his face. "Oh. You mean Professor Jernigan. He fell. I mean, I did push him . . . but I didn't expect . . ."

"It don't matter how you did it. It's done and we're back in business. Now let's get out of here."

"But . . . the other guy . . . " Tony stammered, blinking at the floor.

Jerry Barstow grabbed the kid's face hard and jerked it upwards, freezing him with an icy stare. "What other guy?" he demanded, his voice dropping lower.

"He was there, below in the stairwell . . . when it happened. I think he saw me . . . I'm not sure," Tony replied uneasily, biting his lower lip.

Barstow ground his teeth, a boiling fury starting to build inside his head. "Did you see him?"

"No. But I heard him. Jerry . . . I think he's a cop."

**********

Jim had one hand splayed across the inside of the elevator doors, waiting to reach the second floor lobby. As they parted, he propelled himself to one side in an effort to get out faster. He spotted the phone immediately picked up the receiver and dialed the operator. He listened as the other end rang several times.

"Come on, come on, " he whispered, tapping the top of the phone impatiently.

"Operator," a droning female voice responded.

"This is Police Officer Jim Reed, Badge #2430. I need emergency assistance at Sonneman Hall. I have . . ."

"Sir, this is the university operator. There's a penalty for using the phone service for fraudulent purposes."

"What? No, no, you don't understand, operator. I am a LAPD Officer and . . . "

"The university has its own police force and they always let us know when they need to use the line for official business. Now please hang up," she said curtly, then disconnected the call.

Jim stared incredulously at the phone in his hand. I can't believe it! She hung up!

**********

Barstow twisted Tony's collar tight in one fist, the other automatically reaching for his gun. If there was a cop around, then there was a good chance that he'd need it.

"Jerry?" Tony croaked, struggling to breathe. Both hands ineffectively tried to loosen Jerry's vise-like hold on his neck.

Barstow's eyes darted back and forth, anticipating the arrival of a blue uniformed figure. As the normal quiet of the night continued, he drew his gaze back to the squirming kid.

"You're sure it was a cop?" he murmured quietly.

"Uh-huh."

Barstow abruptly released his hold and pushed Tony roughly into the wall. The kid managed to stay standing but his eyes were wide with growing terror as he inhaled deeply.

"Where did he go? Did you watch him while you were hiding in the broom closet? Or were you just too chicken to look?"

"Yeah, I mean, no! I was really careful, Jerry. I think he was looking for a phone, but I ripped out the one in Professor Jernigan's office." Tony leaped on the opportunity to provide helpful information that might appease Jerry.

"Damn! Then he's probably already left the building."

"There's a pay phone down in the lobby! He got in the elevator. I bet he went there!"

For a few seconds Jerry Barstow's eyes grew dark as his mind began piecing together possible plans of action. If that cop's callin' for help, there's not much time. Keep the kid with me, find the cop and burn him. Hell, maybe the kid can do that one, too! Once the pigs get here, a few dead bodies is all they're gonna find. But they won't find JerryBarstow! They won't even know he was here.

"Hurry up, kid. Just do what I say," he grabbed Tony's shirt again and pulled him toward the closest stairwell.

"Whaaa?" Tony tripped over his own feet, trying to keep up with the other man.

They rushed down the five flights of stairs as though the police were already on their trail. Jerry stopped abruptly when they reached the second floor landing. He opened the door warily, hoping that the hinges wouldn't tip off the cop, if he was still around.

Barstow padded down the hallway, He heard the cop talking on the phone and that excited him. He almost laughed when he realized that whoever was on the other end wasn't paying any attention to the officer. This was it. He had to make his move now. He glanced back at Tony, crooked his finger at him, then silently peered around the corner. He aimed his gun at the man's back.

"Okay, pig. Don't move or I'll blow your head off." Barstow smirked, reveling in the power of those words.

**********

Jim froze, his right hand still poised to redial the operator. He mentally kicked himself for assuming that the professor's assailant had fled the building.

"Hands up. Now turn around. Slow," the harsh voice ordered him.

Jim did as he was told, halting as he came face to face with two men instead of the one he'd expected. The older man held a .45 revolver and was as tall as Jim. The pallor of his skin suggested that he spent all of his time indoors. His murky brown eyes were arrogant and dead, like the eyes of a shark. Jim was almost used to seeing contempt from a total stranger.

The other man, a boy actually, was waiting expectantly. Young, nicely dressed, couldn't possibly be a day over nineteen. Had to be a student. What in the world is he doing with this guy?

"Tony," the older man nodded toward Jim. "Get his gun. And don't try to pull anything, cop."

Tony walked tentatively towards Jim, reaching out just enough to make contact with his gun holster and detach it from his belt. With the .45 trained on him from roughly ten feet away, Jim knew he wouldn't be able to make a move fast enough. But he also knew that once a suspect had a cop's gun, the odds quickly moved against him in favor of the suspect. Once again, he regretted that he hadn't made that call to his partner.

********

Pete looked at the back side of the building he had been in less than 18 hours earlier. It looked much more inviting in the daylight. Now, a solitary street lamp tried to provide illumination for a wide area and failed miserably. Walking through the parking lot, he stopped when he saw a light-colored Chevy Impala parked at an odd angle at the back. He squinted, automatically noting the license plate number when he realized that it didn't have the authorized stickers that were the norm for campus. Then he started his search for an entrance that would be open at this time of the night.

The structure was U-shaped with two additional straight wings running east and west. Built on an incline, the lobby entrance was on the the second floor, opposite side of the building. Pete now faced the first floor on the back side and debated on which direction to take.

Pete had no idea what doors might be open but figured that there had to be at least one if Jim planned on meeting the professor in his office. He walked to the closest entrance sign and grasped the heavy handle. He pulled it firmly, but the thing didn't even budge. He picked up his pace and walked further into the paved lot to try the door near the loading dock. Pete scrambled up three small steps, crossing his fingers that this one would surrender to his efforts. He sighed in relief when the door creaked open to reveal a dimly lit stairwell. He didn't know where Jernigan's office was, so he headed toward the lobby for a quick look at the directory. Time's running out.

**********

Jim's eyes followed the kid as he backed away, holding Jim's .38 with hands that were shaking. Tony was breathing rapidly, his eyes were wide and he kept licking his lips. Jim wasn't sure whether it was from anxiety or exhilaration. Maybe it was both.

"Jerry, I got it!" the young man said excitedly.

"That's good, kid."

Jim looked back at Jerry, saw the man's murderous intent and realized that he could very possibly die in the next few minutes. Suddenly his own fear threatened to wash over him, allowing only deep emotions to surface. I want to see Jean and Jimmy one more time. Why didn't I take one last look at Jimmy's face before I left ? Why didn't I call Pete? Pete. What would Pete do if it were him? Jim ignored the little voice that reminded him that Pete wouldn't be in this situation and tried to get his brain back in gear.

"Look, you don't want to do this," Jim said, trying to slow his own breathing. He dropped his hands a few inches without getting any adverse reaction. He watched both men and focused on getting through to the more impressionable boy. He knew that Jerry was committed to whatever plan he'd come up with. There was little chance of changing the mind of somebody like that.

"Tony, come over here." Jerry kept his gun leveled at Jim as he urged Tony closer.

As Tony eagerly stepped over, Jim shifted his weight from one foot to the other and inched closer to the elevator call button. If he could lean back, he might be able to activate it without them noticing anything. He hoped the opening doors might distract their attention for a couple of seconds. Then he'd have to use those precious seconds to disarm Jerry and hope to God that the kid would be too stunned to react. It wasn't much of a plan but it was all he had. He couldn't stand there and let them execute him.

***********

Pete neared the door on the second floor landing and gripped the handle. If Jim or the Professor was nearby, he didn't want to spook either one of them by popping out like the clown in a jack-in-the box . He pressed down slowly on the lever and pulled the door open a few inches, stopping when he heard voices. The metal joints had creaked and he inserted the tip of his shoe into the space to keep it ajar. Leaning in as close as he could, he strained to hear what was being said and by whom.

"Shut up, cop! You're gonna die, no matter what."

Pete's eyes flashed at the the words. He didn't care who was saying them, but he knew who they were talking about. Jim. His partner. His friend. Quickly, he edged his foot forward and moved the door open a bit more. He winced and froze as another squeak magnified itself ten times over. He had hoped to try and get a visual on Jim's position before taking action. It looked like that wasn't going to happen. He braced himself against the wall, pulled out his gun and clutched it in both hands. "Please, God, get Jim out of harm's way," he prayed silently.

He hesitated when he heard Jim's voice, trying to gauge the distance between all of the players. It was nearly impossible, but as he inched his body closer, he tried to see whether his partner would be to his right or left as he came out of the hallway. Pete entered the hallway on the other side of the lobby and saw his partner standing close to the elevator with his hands held up in submission.


**********

Tony stood next to his mentor, waiting for instructions.

"You've got his gun, kid. You go ahead and take care of him. Then we've gotta get outta here . . . before anyone finds him or the dead guy upstairs."

Jim started at his words, hoping that he was lying make Tony feel like there was nothing to lose.

"Tony, aren't you curious as to why he wants you to kill me?" Jim interrupted. "And with my gun, not his?"

"Huh?" Tony said, his expression one of confusion.

"Don't be stupid, kid," Jerry said, glowering but never taking his eyes away from his prisoner. Rotten cop. “He's just tryin' to save his own skin.”

Jim needed to drop his arms a more few inches before he could reach his elbow into the call button. So close.

"Tony, why do you have to do it? Why not him? Maybe because he has no intention of letting you leave either."

Startled, Tony turned slightly and gaped at Jerry, momentarily forgetting that the other man had a gun as well.

"What? That's not true, is it, Jerry?" his voice seemed to raise an octave as he thoughtlessly lowered the .38 in his hand.

"Tony, if they think you did it, then they won't be looking for your buddy here, would they?" Jim persisted.

"Shut up, pig," Jerry growled, "You're gonna die, no matter what."

Tony started to back away from Jerry, pointing Jim's .38 at a new target.

"You said we were partners! We were going to be rich. I believed you!" Tony cried out, his hands shaking violently.

The seasoned criminal eyed the kid with outright disgust. "Stupid idiot. I knew you didn't have the guts for this business."

As Reed saw Jerry's finger tighten on the trigger, he nudged the elevator button. Instantly, the doors opened with a jerk, causing all four men to react simultaneously. A split second. An opportunity. A last chance.

Jim threw out his left arm, pulling the kid to the side and back with him into the elevator. A shot rang out, then another. Was that Pete's voice? Still clutching the kid, Jim hit the floor and the back wall. The fluorescent lights in the ceiling of the elevator shattered as at least one bullet crashed through them. Electrical sparks sizzled overhead like miniature fireworks. The doors automatically started to close. but not before one more slug tore through them. It embedded itself in the wall, leaving a sizable hole and narrowly missing the head of the boy cowering near Jim's feet.

The doors snapped shut, temporarily protecting them in the small, dim chamber. Jim pushed himself to his knees and leaned his right hand hard on the fifth floor button. He let up on it only after feeling the upward motion and took a deep breath. It was then that he felt searing pain seize his left arm. Looking down, he tried to flex his fingers and was astonished to see blood trailing into the palm of his hand.

"So Jerry ended up shooting you after all, huh, cop?"

Jim turned his head and looked at the young man now sitting across from him on the floor. Incredibly, Tony had managed to retain his hold on the gun during the melee. It was cradled between both of his hands, pointing at Jim.

"Yeah, I guess," Jim replied, unable to resist a look at the damaged wall. He must've gotten hit by a ricochet from the first shot that exploded most of the lights. Otherwise, his whole arm could have been ripped apart. He was grateful that it was still there. But it hurt like hell.

"Tony, why don't you give me the gun?" Jim asked, holding out his right hand, palm up.

A bell sounded and the elevator came to a halt. As the doors opened, Tony aimed his gun at the entrance. The hallway was empty. Tony stuck his foot in the passageway to keep the doors from closing.

"This is where it ends," Tony said quietly.

***********

"Freeze! Police! Drop your weapons!" Pete barked at the two men possessing guns. His warning echoed through the empty foyer as he positioned himself against the wall, taking aim at the more threatening figure.

But hell was already breaking loose.

Jim and the kid flew backwards and disappeared into the open elevator. Pete tightened his finger on the trigger and pulled it as the man with the gun fired in Jim's direction, then took cover behind the corner. Malloy's bullet skidded against the brick siding and sent a cloud of mortar dust into the air. He heard another shot blast through something hard.

"I said freeze, mister!" Pete yelled again, diving behind a very worn-looking sofa. Still in a crouch, he listened for any indication of the man's location. He cautiously peered around the furniture and heard rapid footsteps fading away. One of those heavy doors opened noisily and Pete rushed to the other hallway in time to see it click shut.

He turned back to the pay phone, grabbed the receiver and dialed zero. Still trying to watch every direction, his attention fixated to the sizable black hole in the elevator door.

"Damn," Pete swore softly, trying not to think of the damage on the other side.

"Operator," a distracted voice answered on the first ring.

"This is Officer Pete Malloy, Badge Number 744. Operator, I need you to . . . "

"Not you again! Didn't I tell you to stop calling in false alarms, young man?"

"Listen, lady, I am a police officer with the L.A.P.D. There's been an officer involved shooting in Sonneman Hall and you better connect me with Dispatch at Central Division. Now!"

"Er, uh, well . . . you mean this is real?"

"Yes, it's real," he answered, impatiently. Too real. He heard several clicks as the connection went through. A glance at the lights above the elevator told him that it had stopped on five and hadn't moved yet.

"Dispatch," a familiar and professional voice answered him this time.

"Officer Peter Malloy, Badge Number 744...this is an off-duty emergency. I've got a 417 on campus at Sonneman Hall, officer involved shooting. Be advised the suspect has fled on foot. Request backup at this location, code 3.

"Confirmed, a 417, code 3. Do you have a description of the suspect?"

"Male, Caucasian, approximately 6', 190 pounds, dark hair, wearing light colored pants and dark jacket," Pete answered. "Can you connect me to the Watch Commander?"

"Roger, patching through."

Pete continued with his surveillance of every hallway and opening, gun still drawn and ready. It was bad enough that he hadn't been able to catch the suspect but what really bothered him was not knowing Jim's situation.

"Pete? What's going on?" Sergeant Benjamin Cordell's voice snapped on the line a few seconds later.

"Ben, listen. Something's gone down on campus. Reed's involved."

"Do you need an ambulance?" Pete detected just a hint of worry in Sergeant Cordell's voice.

"I don't know . . . I hope not. But you better send one anyway. Dispatch has a description of one suspect but there's at least another civilian on the scene. I'm going to search the building. Make sure the backup units know that neither one of us are in uniform."

"Dispatch has already informed 1-ADAM-14 of your status and they're on their way."

Pete afforded himself a hint of a smile as he realized that Ben had already seen to the call going out himself.

"Hang on, Pete," Ben said. "And be careful."

"Always, Sarge."

******

Stalled on the fifth floor, the elevator doors kept sliding together only to bounce back each time they hit Tony's foot. The doors whined in response to the obstacle in their path.

"Tony, give me the gun." Jim kept his command simple.

"But Jerry'll come back and kill me! I know he will!" Tony shrieked, a rosy flush covering his youthful cheeks.

The kid swiftly rose to his feet, leaned out and pointed the gun in every direction. His earlier excitement was now being replaced by frenzied terror. Jim wasn't sure which emotion was proving to be the most dangerous. He stood on unsteady limbs, bracing himself against the wall for a second. There, that wasn't too bad. Just a little dizzy from getting up too fast.

"Jerry's not going to kill you, Tony. I'll make sure of that." Jim hoped he sounded more confident than he felt. He closed his right hand over the gun, urging Tony to let it go. The young man was shaking but he released his hold and Jim took possession of his personal .38 once again. He felt a small degree of control return with it.

"We're going to go back and check on Professor Jernigan," Jim said, gripping his gun and nodding to the south stairwell.

Tony nodded silently, hung his head, and walked alongside the officer. Jim kept looking back as they approached the door to the stairs. He didn't want to be caught in an ambush if Jerry was still in the building. The guy could be anywhere by now.

Gun poised, Jim leaned the right side of his body against the door and pushed outward. He could feel Tony's eyes on him, waiting for some direction. Jim glanced up and then quickly scanned the hallway. There wasn't movement, suspicious or otherwise. A lump formed in his throat when he realized that applied to Alex as well. The still form of his former teacher sprawled below them, in the exact position he'd left him earlier. He took the steps carefully, using the wall for support and balance.

"Alex?" Jim whispered, feeling little hope as he stared at the professor's vacant blue eyes. He started to bend down to check for a pulse, staggered, and caught himself on the railing. He could see that Alex wasn't breathing. The blue eyes stared, dull and unseeing, toward the ceiling. The young officer had seen violent death before but never that of a friend . . . never like this. I shouldn't have left him alone to die.

"I . . . I didn't mean to hurt him," Tony mumbled from somewhere.

Jim looked up and saw the boy standing above him, arms wrapped around himself protectively. Tony's chin quivered like a child's as he gawked at the final outcome of his struggle with Professor Jernigan. Jim couldn't let himself forget that this big kid was responsible for Alex's death, accidental or otherwise. And he had also been holding Jim's own gun on him a very short time ago. Tony would have to face the consequences of his actions just like anyone else. Jim gritted his teeth as a hot current of pain suddenly flared in his left shoulder.

"Come on. We have to get out of here," Jim said, looking at Tony.

Jim wasn't sure how he got to his feet, but he did. He nodded at Tony to join him on the landing. The boy reluctantly moved closer to the body, then over it to cross down to the next level of steps. Jim swallowed hard as he did the same, still hugging the wall and railing to keep from losing his balance. From below, the sound of a hallway entrance door opening echoed toward them up the stairwell.

Tony gasped and froze in his tracks. "It's him!" he whispered, forgetting his earlier partnership with Jerry. He made small whimpering sounds as he edged backwards.

"Tony," Jim said quietly, "Come on back and we'll take another way out of here."

Tony whipped his head around and his ever-changing face took on the look of a trapped animal. His eyes blazed as he made a desperate grab for Jim's gun. Panic drove his strength as his fingers clawed and attempted to curl around the barrel of the .38. He shoved Jim against the wall hard, leaving Jim gasping for breath and nearly reeling from the force. He held his revolver up and away from Tony's reach, but it was increasingly difficult using only his right arm. The left arm hung useless in a shirt sleeve wet with blood.

Tony seemed to remember that as well and abruptly changed tactics, throwing his body into the officer's injured side. His size was no match for Jim's and Tony clumsily stumbled back to his knees on the next landing. Jim's vision darken as he crumpled over in pain, faltering on the hard step beneath him. He wasn't sure what frightened him more--having this crazed kid in possession of his gun again, or accidentally shooting a nineteen year old boy while trying to keep that very thing from happening.

Jim looked up and saw that Tony was already on his feet and ready to lunge at him again. A surge of adrenaline rushed through him and he leaned into his hurt side, nearly prone on the steps, and kicked out with his right leg. It caught the boy in the solar plexus and hurled him straight back into the cement wall where his head smacked against the surface. Dazed, he slid down the wall, groaning and holding his midsection.

Jim shivered , the last of his energy spent . . . until he heard a noise on the stairs below. He raised his gun weakly, arm shaking from the strain, and aimed it at the empty space.

**********

Pete heard the activity as he climbed the stairs. Distant voices, not really clear, followed by the too familiar sounds of brawl. He was getting closer. Then he heard something definitely hit the wall, followed by low groaning. He was nearly there. He tensed, then readied his gun and rounded the next corner.

"Police! Drop your weapon!" he yelled at the two men in the stairwell.

Pete liked to think he was prepared for a lot of possibilities but he wasn't ready for the sight before him. The kid he'd seen earlier was there, lying in a heap like a rag doll. A little farther up the steps lay his partner . . . pointing a gun at him.

"Jim . . . it's okay, partner, it's me."

"Pete?" Jim's voice was hoarse. Relieved, he lowered his gun, which slipped from his fingers.

Pete rushed up and knelt beside him. He glanced up and saw Jernigan's body. He didn't have to look long to know that the professor was dead. What a shame. He seemed like a nice guy.

"Sorry, Pete." Jim frowned slightly, "Wasn't . . . sure who it was. There's another . . . "

"It's okay. You did the right thing," Pete answered, noting Jim's rapid breathing and pale skin. Then he saw the blood on his shirt sleeve, with more of it on the step underneath his arm. Jim struggled to sit up, all the while watching the kid below them.

"Hold on, let me take a look." Pete reached over and helped him sit up.

"M'okay, Pete. It's just my shoulder."

"Then you'll let me look at it. Or do I have to make that an order?"

An amused smile appeared on Jim's face, briefly replacing the tightness of his features. "You would, too, wouldn't you?"

"You bet."

Jim maintained a watch on the boy and both ends of the stairwell. Pete worked quickly, knowing that they were still vulnerable at this location. He gently pulled the fabric away from the entrance wound, disturbed that he couldn't find an exit wound, which meant the bullet was still in there. The bleeding wasn't profuse but he was still losing it… The bullet might have nicked a vein. He took off the light jacket he had thrown on and held it by the tail ends of each sleeve, twirling it until it was narrow enough to wrap around the arm. He pulled it tight enough to staunch the flow of blood with direct pressure, but not so tight that it would completely cut off circulation. Pete grimaced when he heard Jim's sharp intake of breath.

"There. That'll do for now."

Jim looked down at the bulky handiwork through slightly glazed eyes. A weak sound that might have been a laugh came from his throat. "Pete. That's the worst looking bandage I've ever seen."

"Save the complaints for later. I want to get you out of here. Can you stand?" Pete asked, already knowing the answer.

"Yeah. But I might . . . need a hand."

"That's why I'm here, partner," Pete replied, reaching over and pulling Jim's right arm over his own shoulders. While they weren't even in height, he still knew how to maintain enough leverage to give the younger man assistance. He could also tell that Jim wasn't letting him take on much either.

"I've got you," Pete said firmly, assuming that Jim was trying to take it easy on him.

"I know, Pete. But I better do what I can." Jim paused, "While I can."

Pete Malloy knew what it took for Jim to admit that much. He nodded, hoping the situation wouldn't worsen more than it already had. He clipped Jim's gun back to his belt, not wanting him to be totally unarmed if they ran into the second suspect. As he stood there, holding onto his partner, he stared at the boy on the floor. He just plain didn't like him.

"You," he almost barked, "Get up now."

Tony crawled to his feet, seemingly afraid to look at either officer.

"I don't have any handcuffs with me," Pete continued, nailing the kid with the iciest glare he could muster. "But I've got some colleagues waiting for us and they'll definitely have a pair with your name on them. So don't get cute. Now move it."

With the boy a few feet ahead, Pete watched him carefully as the three of them made the difficult journey downward. He had holstered his own gun while helping Jim but now had it back in his hand, prepared for any surprises might be in store for them.

"Are they really waiting?" Jim looked at Pete earnestly.

"Who? Our colleagues?" Pete answered, with a half smile and raised eyebrow. "Backup should be here by now. And an ambulance."

"How?"

"The old biddy operator. What'd she do, hang up on you?"

Jim coughed once and tried to hold back a second one, but was unsuccessful. He nodded instead.

"I guess she finally figured out that two callers claiming to be LAPD in less than an hour just might be the real thing. Just wish she'd been a little brighter to begin with . . ." Pete explained. He didn't add that he would make sure that a full investigation was made of the campus security protocol. Her refusal to assist a police officer could very well have made all the difference in that officer's survival. Just thinking about it made his stomach churn.

Jim's weight suddenly shifted forward, threatening to throw them both off balance. Pete nearly lost his grip, stopping in mid-step and quickly recovering their position.

"Slipped . . . sorry," Jim said feebly.

"Don't worry about it," Pete replied, again noticing how labored Jim's breathing was.

"How much . . . further?"

"We're almost there," Pete informed him, noting how tough it seemed to be for Jim to hold his head up. "Hey, you sound like my godson's gonna sound when you and Jean start taking him on those family vacations."

"Yeah," Jim responded, another fleeting hint of a smile touching his ashen face.

They were now on the last level of steps leading to the rear exit door. Tony stopped, then scooted into the corner, reluctant to go beyond the barrier of the building.

Pete knew that he couldn't send the kid out first, without knowing who might really be waiting out there. He didn't want to drag his partner out into the unknown with him either. The other suspect could have doubled back and be right behind the door. There really weren't any good choices.

"Look, I'm going to let you down right here while I open the door and make sure that we can see our backup from this here." Pete carefully maneuvered his partner to the bottom step and leaned him against the wall, deathly afraid that Jim might lose consciousness and keel over.

Jim looked up and nodded. "Go," he whispered painfully.

Pete took a deep breath, glanced again at the young offender nearby. It was a tricky move, keeping one eye on his partner's condition, one on the kid trying to melt into the brick wall, and yet another to scope the outside once he opened the exit. As a cop, though, it wasn't the first time he'd needed three eyes. And it probably wouldn't be the last.

Wary of the possibilities, he readied his pistol and very slowly pressed the door outward. The sliver of light from the stairwell stretched out into the darkness. A light spring rain was falling onto the sidewalk. It was murky and quiet, except for the mist hitting the foliage. In only a few seconds Pete knew that the other suspect was not waiting for them. He also knew that backup was nowhere in sight. He returned his gaze to Jim, who was still watching him with eyes he was very obviously struggling to keep open.

**********

A few minutes earlier Barstow had burst through the second floor door and sprinted wildly down the steps. When the exit door came into view, he made the decision to cut his losses. He nearly collided with the wall as he skidded to a stop and checked for signs of pursuit. He could hear no sounds above him. Unable to wait any longer, he slung the door open and escaped the confines of the building.

Now as he stopped to breathe in the moist night air, he eased his gun back into his jacket and walked briskly to his car. Still no unusual sounds. Especially sirens. He regretted that he hadn't had the chance to whack those cops, especially the first one, who'd loused up all his plans. But he knew when the odds were against him. At least for now. Pigs have a funny way of multiplying when you least expected it. He could always set up somewhere new. At least the kid didn't know his real name--that was something, at least.

Jerry Barstow wrestled himself behind the steering wheel, started the engine and left the parking lot without turning on the headlights. When he hit the street, he took a last look behind him and shifted in his seat. The rain was making it more difficult to see without lights. The cheap wipers he'd bought last month weren't helping, either. Jerry popped the car lights on at the first stop sign and fumbled around in the glove compartment, looking for a cigarette. His search turned up only two empty packs. He threw them down on the floorboard and swore out loud, picking up speed as he fled down the empty street.

**********

"They're not there . . . are they?" Jim winced as he pulled his injured arm closer to his side.

Pete tensed as he watched his partner's pain. Dammit!Where 's 1-ADAM-14? What's keeping them?

"You mean nobody's out there?" The high-pitched voice sounded hopeful.

Tony, the boy wonder. Pete knew he'd be glad when that kid was in lock-up where he belonged.

"Then why can't you just let me go? This wasn't my fault. I'm not even 21!" Tony's plea fell on deaf ears as Pete pointedly ignored him, except to make sure he didn't make any move from his spot on the wall. At that moment, the kid looked like he was getting ready to throw a tantrum.

"You're not going anywhere. Sit!" Pete commanded, his voice harsh. Let someone else feel sorry for him. All he knew right now was that Jim had obviously been defending himself in a brawl of some kind with the kid. He wasn't sure when Jim had been shot, whether it had been earlier or just now, but it didn't matter. Anyone who would attack another human being who was already hurt rated pretty low in Pete's book. He glanced back at Jim whose head seemed to be dropping lower.

Pete heard a noise outside and his attention turned back to the scene in front of him. The beam of a flashlight wavered near the corner of the building. Pete suspected it was their backup, but couldn't be sure. He held the door open with one arm and held his gun pointed upward and ready. Then he backed up as close to the edge of the door jam as he could get without losing his grip on the door itself. A shimmering momentary flash caught his eye and he recognized the reflection of light on a badge. In the same instant, the uniformed police officer raised his gun and started to issue a warning. He stopped in mid-sentence.

"Pete Malloy?"

Pete squinted through the charcoal night, not recognizing the voice. "Yeah, it's Malloy."

"Guttierez. 1-ADAM-14. We're your backup," the dark-haired officer approached and motioned to someone Pete still couldn't see.

Pete took a deep breath and let it out. "Where the hell have you guys been?" It was a struggle to keep his tone even.

"Sorry, we didn't know what part of the building you were in. We came in from the back street," Guttierez explained, then gestured to another officer who joined them. "This is my partner, Will Jamison."

The tall black man nodded in response, then remained silent.

"What do you have, Malloy?" Guettierez asked.

"My partner's been injured. Is the ambulance in back, too?"

"No. But it should be here any minute and it'll probably take the main street to the front. We should see and hear it from here." As though on cue, the faint but sharp melody of an ambulance siren swelled, becoming louder with every second.

"I'll go wave it down," Jamison volunteered.

Guttierez stepped closer to Pete and leaned in, looking over at Jim on the steps and Tony, still bunched up in the corner on the floor. "How bad?" he whispered.

"Don't know. Bad enough. Bullet to the shoulder."

"How about the kid? He do it?"

"Don't know that either. There was another suspect, armed. He could still be on campus. I want you to take him in for assault on a police officer. They were involved in an altercation as I arrived on the scene."

The officer walked over to Tony and pulled him to his feet. After frisking Tony, he placed him against the wall and snapped on handcuffs in a blink of an eye. Guttierez read him his rights as he accompanied him outside and handed him over to his partner.

Pete quickly moved to Jim's side, determined to get him the help he needed. Kneeling in front of him, Pete slipped his arm around his good shoulder, then managed to get him standing again.

"Whaa?" Jim responded, swaying a bit and sounding confused.

"Easy, partner. Help's here."

Outside, the ambulance pulled over and backed up, driving over the sidewalk to get close to the building. The flashing lights atop the vehicle added a disquieting visual. Two attendants jumped out, jerked open the back door of their vehicle and quickly pulled out a gurney. The men weren't able to get it into the stairwell, so they left it near the door and marched inside to take possession of their patient.

Already almost to the exit, Pete wasn't ready to hand Jim over to the brusque administration of strangers just yet.

"I've got him," he growled, as one of the white-coated men reached to take over Pete's spot next to Jim. We got this far. I think we can manage to get a few more feet. Besides, why waste precious time and cause Jim more pain doing a switch mid-stream?

Once outside, Pete allowed the attendants to help get Jim down onto the gurney. That's not an easy thing to do with a guy his height. The men obviously knew their job and carefully eased Jim into a comfortable position.

Guettierez stood by Pete as he watched the transition. "You'll probably be going in with him, right?"

"What? Oh, right," Pete replied, trying to divide his concentration.

"Do you have anything else to add? Any more information? We've got an additional unit on its way."

"Good. No . . . you've got the description," Pete answered, then hesitated as a thought hit him. "You said you guys came in from the back street? Through the parking lot, right?"

"Right." Guettierez looked at him quizzically.

"Did you notice a light-colored Impala parked close to the building, near the bushes?"

"No, that's about where we parked the squad. So unless we're sitting on top of it, it's gone."

"Then we have a possible. Get it on the air. It may be '64 Chevy Impala, possibly tan or yellow, license plate Ocean-Ida-Robert 267."

"Got it. Anything else?" Guttierez glanced over at his partner and their prisoner.

Pete shook his head, changed his mind and paused, "Yeah. Let's find this guy."

Jim was now secured in the ambulance with one of the attendants. The other was about to seal the back when Pete bolted forward to catch him. "Wait. I'm going with him." He jumped inside and the door closed behind him. The driver ran to the front, slamming his own door. The wail of the siren returned and joined the blazing light show as the vehicle started its journey to the hospital.


**********

For Pete Malloy, the world outside the ambulance was temporarily suspended. A man accustomed to being in the driver's seat and in control, he now watched helplessly as the attendant made sure that Jim was secure and someone else drove the ambulance. He wished there was something more he could have done. Even now, three able men were sitting by while en route to the hospital. He knew that they had to wait for professional care. But he had also seen more than his share of victims die before they even reached a hospital, sometimes from injuries that didn't seem that serious. There should be something more he could do.

They hit a bump in the road and Pete automatically stretched out his hand to steady the gurney. He glanced down as the guy in his white jacket reached over and took Jim's pulse. His own heart racing, Pete waited expectantly then leaned over. "Well?"

The man hesitated, then replied, "You understand I'm not a doctor or anything. But I study. So maybe one day I can be more than an emergency taxi service. His pulse is rapid and . . . what they call 'thready,'" he paused, then explained, "It's from the loss of blood."

Pete looked down at the makeshift bandage he'd placed on Jim's arm not that long ago. There was more blood on it now than there had been earlier. When did it get worse? The white coated guy wrapped another bandage around Jim's shoulder and applied pressure. Pete knew it was all he could do right now. Damn! Shouldn't we be there by now? It felt like an eternity since they'd left the campus. Abruptly, they took a right turn and the ambulance slowed, turning again, then reversing. That meant they'd arrived and were almost at the emergency entrance doors.

Jim groaned and tried to raise his head, but failed.

Pete firmly gripped Jim's good wrist to let him know that he was there.

The back door sprung open like a jackknife. Unfamiliar hands and arms wrested the gurney from the ambulance. Pete bounded out, walking quickly to keep up. Jim was rolled into a nearby treatment room where an orderly apologetically held up his hand, barring admission.

"But . . ." Pete began, unwilling to simply stand and wait in the hallway. The door swung toward him, cutting him off from his partner.

"Get his b.p. stat!"

"Call for x-ray!"

"Start an iv . . ."

The rapid commands were suddenly gone, leaving behind only muffled sounds of activity. Pete took a step back, then decided that maybe hewould stand and wait there. Right there. A moment later, the door opened again and a pretty auburn-haired nurse came out, a questioning look on her face.

"You're his partner?" she asked.

"Yes, ma'am," Pete answered, uneasily. He took out his badge and held it out to her for confirmation.

She nodded, held up one finger and mouthed, "Wait."

A few seconds later, she returned and held out her hands to him, palms flat and turned up. Jim's .38 rested on them, along with his police I.D. She doesn't even look nervous. Silently, he took possession of both items. He slipped the badge into his back pocket.

"You might want to go to the Nurses' Desk, " she said, pointing to his left. "I'm sure they could find a paper bag or something to put that in for now."

And then she was gone. She turned, the door opened for two seconds, and then Pete was left staring at the sign that read, "Treatment Room 3." He sighed and wrapped his hands around the gun, knowing that it wouldn't be a good idea to walk around the hospital with it. His own gun didn't require an explanation because his police shield was clipped onto his belt next to it. But it might make people nervous to see him carrying a second weapon in plain sight. He trekked down the hallway, asked the first person he saw for a sack and was relieved when they didn't ask him why he wanted it.

When Pete turned, he saw Sergeant Cordell approaching him. He met him halfway, glad to have someone from the station there.

"Pete?"

"Ben."

"How is he?" Cordell asked, concerned.

"I don't know. We just got here. I guess they'll come out and tell us something as soon as they can," Pete replied, not sure who he was trying to reassure, the sarge or himself.

"Have you called his wife yet?"

"No. I was just getting ready to do that," Pete informed him, feeling the churn return to his stomach. How in the world am I gonna tell Jean? She called me for help. She trusted me to be there for Jim. She's waiting by the phone. Now I'm gonna have to shake her world apart.

"Pete, do you want me to do it?" Ben volunteered, knowing what a difficult task lay ahead for one of the best officers on the force.

"No. No, I have to do it."

"All right," Ben said, then looked down at the white paper bag in Pete's hand. "Is that his gun?"

"Yes, sir."

"Why don't you let me take it? You already have your hands full tonight."

Pete hesitated, unwilling to let go of Jim's revolver, but not quite knowing why. He looked over at the bank of pay phones, recalling what he had to do next and handed the bag over to the sergeant.

"Thanks, Ben."

Sergeant Cordell watched as Malloy straightened his shoulders and walked purposefully to the closest phone. He saw him dig into a pocket for change, tighten his fist around the coin before depositing it, then dial the number. His head bent as he spoke to Reed's wife and Ben Cordell turned away, his face showing the weary remembrance of the words Malloy was now saying.

********

There are so many voices. So many hands tugging at me.

Jim had been in a blissfully foggy place until all this commotion started. He became aware of pain in his left shoulder, dull and throbbing, then remembered what had happened. Scissors sliced their way through his shirt, cold air made contact with bare skin. He labored for each breath, fighting to fill his lungs as quickly as possible. Something was placed on his face, causing him to feel claustrophobic until he realized that it was oxygen.

"Pe..Pete?" Jim murmured, not sure if anyone heard him.

"Take it easy, officer," a feminine voice wafted through to his brain. "Your partner's outside waiting. And the doctors are taking care of you."

"Uhh...'kay," he answered, then gasped when it felt like someone was grinding their fist into his shoulder.

"Sorry, but we need to get a look at this," a male voice spoke to him, sounding strong and in charge. Jim wanted to tell him to lay off but he was still trying to convince his eyelids to open.

"Get that portable x-ray in here!"

Eyes finally cooperating, Jim blinked several times to tone down the glaring overhead lights. It didn't really help diminish the brightness but he could finally see a blurry face.

"My...arm?" Jim asked hoarsely, worried when he tried moving his left fingers and couldn't feel them. Is my arm even there? Nobody's answering me! He tried to shift position but those unfamiliar hands kept pushing him back. I've gotta file a report . . . Mac will have our hides.

"Just lay still while we take some pictures."

That sure sounded like an order. Jim ceased moving and something slid beneath his back. Hard. Metal. Freezing. Oh, God, don't touch my shoulder again.

He felt a shiver go through his entire body and thought it odd. Jean was the one who always got cold easily. Jean? Pete probably called her. Part of him didn't want her there, waiting and worried. She'd have to bring Jimmy with her unless she could find a babysitter. He'd hate for the baby to be in the hospital, exposed to sickness, especially since he'd just gotten over that virus last week.

Jim groaned as he felt himself being lifted and moved again. Why won't they make it stop hurting? He jerked his right arm as someone stabbed him with a needle.

"I'm sorry. Try to relax."

It was that woman's soft voice again. What he wouldn't give to see Jean's face right now. She could always look at him and make him feel better, no matter what was going on in their lives. Sometimes she would just make him laugh. And other times. Now she was going to be so mad at him.

"Officer Reed? Can you hear me? I'm Doctor Manetti. We're going to be taking you to surgery now and repair the damage to your arm."

Officer. I need to find out. What's going on?

Jim forced his eyes open again, only to find that they threatened to close almost as quickly. Squinting against the lights, he struggled to roll to one side and encountered a jumble of tubes.

"I hav'ta . . . talk . . . Pete," Jim mumbled, wondering why he wasn't already standing up. His mouth must've been stuffed with cotton and it was spreading out to the rest of his body. Except for his arm and shoulder. The pain was still there, hot and intense.

"Just settle down." A strong hand on his chest gently but firmly pushed him back down while the voices carried on a conference above him.

"Who's Pete?"

"That's his partner. He's outside, waiting."

"Well, I guess I better talk to him before our patient here walks out on us. Let's get him upstairs, folks. And don't waste any time."

Jim clung to consciousness as the gurney was wheeled from the treatment room. He opened his eyes one more time and caught a glimpse of his partner. Man, he looks tired. And then he was gone. The last of his willpower spent, Jim allowed his eyes to close and surrendered to the shadowy void.

*******

Pete replaced the phone handset back into its cradle, but didn't immediately remove his hand. He stared unseeing at the wall and thought about Jean's reaction to the call. She had picked up the phone as though she'd been sitting on it. Breathless, anxious. He could hear the hopeful note in her voice, assuming that it was Jim calling her. But she'd known before he could get the words out.

Pete offered to pick her up, even though he was selfishly reluctant to leave the hospital before finding out more about his partner's condition. Jean spoke quickly, in clipped sentences, telling him that she'd get her girlfriend next door to watch little Jimmy and get a taxi to the hospital. She didn't want Pete to leave her husband either, he realized. And then she hung up. That was that. Pete turned and saw a doctor exiting the treatment room and looking around expectantly. He hurried over and held up his hand.

"I'm Dr. Manetti. You're his partner? Pete?" the doctor asked.

"Pete Malloy. How is he?" Pete inquired, noticing that Sergeant Cordell had joined them as well.

"We're taking him up to surgery now. He's lost quite a bit of blood, so we don't want to waste any time. Once we're in there, we'll evaluate the damage to the shoulder and arm."

"Damage? Is it bad?"

"Like I said, we'll have to see it first. Definitely tissue damage . . . that will heal with time. Possible nerve impairment . . ." he paused. "We'll have the x-rays by then to see if the bullet hit bone."

Overwhelmed by the information, Pete remained silent. Cordell stepped in with his own question.

"But you think he'll recover, right?"

"Well, he's young and in excellent physical condition. I think," Dr. Manetti replied guardedly, "barring any complications, that the prognosis is very good."

The treatment room door opened, allowing hospital personnel to maneuver Jim into the hallway and past the men waiting there. Pete stared as his partner was wheeled by quickly, seeming more pale than he had been the last time Pete had seen him. Tubes were hooked up to him, more gauze and bandages bound his upper torso, a sheet covered the rest of him. He thought he saw Jim's eyes flicker in recognition but he wasn't sure.

"It'll be a few hours. Has his family been notified?" Dr. Manetti inquired.

"Yes," Sergeant Cordell responded, looking over at Malloy.

"That's good. The desk nurse can show you where you can wait," Dr. Manetti nodded and proceeded briskly down the hall, following the same path as his team.

"That is all we can do for now, Pete. Wait," Cordell said.

"Yeah," Pete answered, feeling like a load of bricks was bearing down on him.

******

He didn't know what time it was . . . it must be late. Jim groggily opened his eyes, but they refused to go more than halfway. He settled for that much and concentrated on trying to focus. Faces wavered. People stood around him, mostly in white. Talking. Saying things he couldn't understand. He realized that he didn't really care. Something else had caught his attention. The brightly lit number 5 above the elevator doors. Fifth floor. Alex. I have to meet him.

Jim ran down the hall and pushed the door open. Alex was there, arguing with someone. He looked frightened. Jim grabbed the unknown person by the shoulder and twisted him around to see the face. It was Pete.

"He needed your help," Pete stated. "Why didn't you call?"

Jim opened his mouth to say something but nothing came out. He looked for Alex. He was gone. He lay at the bottom of the stairs now. Blood flowed everywhere, bright-red, trailing endlessly down the steps.

Sickened at the sight, Jim turned back around. "Pete, what are you doing here?"

"I'm your back-up, remember? Isn't that what partners do?" Pete asked solemnly.

"Yes. I . . ." Jim replied, confused.
A shudder that racked his entire body and he was suddenly awake. He was in the hospital, on his way to surgery. It had been a dream. Maybe.

"Officer Reed? Thought you were going to doze through surgery on your own," someone chuckled. Jim wasn't sure if the person was trying for humor, but he didn't think it was very funny.

"We're going to be giving you something to knock you out, okay?"

"Don't wanna . . ." Jim began, still groggy.

"What?"

"Go back . . ."

"You go to sleep and when you wake up, you'll be good as new," the voice evaporated.

Jim wished somebody would keep him from falling back into that black mist.

************

Arms crossed, Pete leaned against the wall outside the waiting room. He'd tried sitting down for a while, but restlessness got the better of him. Curious. Never figured myself as the fidgety type.

A petite figure approached him and he opened his arms to Jean Reed. She hugged him briefly, tightly. When she let go, he could see the puffy red eyes and the trembling lips. Can't blame her for that. Hell, I feel like doing the same thing myself.

"Pete," Jean asked, a quiver in her voice. "Where is he? I need to see him."

"You can't," Pete said gently. "They just took him to surgery."

Jean grasped his hands with a strength he hadn't thought she had. "Tell me everything."

And Pete did. She deserved to know. She was a cop's wife. They sat down and he filled her in on what had happened on the scene, Jim's injuries and what the doctors had said so far.

When Pete finished, Jean sat quietly, clenching her fists in frustration. Pete knew how she felt about Jim's career choice. He braced himself for the expected and justified explosion of anger.

"You know what the problem is, don't you, Pete?" Jean said calmly, not looking at him.

"What, Jean?" Pete asked, surprised by her demeanor.

"He just wants to help," Jean replied, a sad smile touching her face. "Everyone."

Pete nodded silently in agreement and was glad that Jim had someone like Jean in his life.

*******

Jim inched toward consciousness, one sensation at a time. He became aware of his own breathing, feeling it first deep in his chest. Each inhalation sent a dull twinge of pain into his left shoulder. He did his best to ignore it. Warmth enveloped most of his skin as well as a sense of constriction. The scent of medicine and sterile alcohol permeated the air around him. He thought he could even taste it.

Convincing his eyes to open took a little longer, but they finally gave in to his brain's commands. A little fuzzy perhaps but he could see. A wall. Painted chalky yellow. A picture of fruit in a bowl on the wall. A sliver of sunlight peeked through the blinds and kept the room from being completely dim.

Crooking his head, he found something that was more pleasing to his eye. Jean was asleep in a chair near his bed, her head resting against a blanket that was thrown over the back of it. Her arms were wrapped around herself as if she were chilled. He wondered if her legs were folded beneath her. Jim hoped she wouldn't be too stiff and sore from sitting like that. Suddenly feeling the need to shift his own position, he strained his muscles in order to find a degree of comfort. Trying to move his left side turned out to be a mistake. Agony spread like a shockwave. He hissed and gritted his teeth against the unexpected assault. Instantly, Jean was up and at his side, holding his hand.

"Sorry . . . woke you . . ." he whispered, his throat strangely parched and sore.

"Jim, honey. It's alright," Jean said soothingly, "How do you feel?"

"M'okay," Jim assured her, striving for a convincing tone.

"Liar," Jean returned, a teasing smile on her lips. Dark circles beneath her blue eyes betrayed her."Here, they said you could have some ice when you woke up." She carefully slipped a spoonful of ice chips into his mouth.

Jim wasn't thrilled with being spoon fed in the same helpless manner as his child, but he couldn't deny how good the cold moisture felt sliding down his throat.

"Thanks. That's . . . better."

Jean smoothed his hair back from his forehead, noting the perspiration on his face. "The doctor said you're going to be fine. You just need to rest."

Fragmented memories were jumbled in his mind, collapsing on each other in chaos. Figures and impressions floated in and out. Why was it so difficult to sort through it all?

"What . .?"

"I said you're going to have to take it easy, sweetheart. Give yourself a chance to heal."

"No. I mean," Jim swallowed and shook his head when Jean reached for more ice. "What happened?"

"You don't remember?" Jean asked softly.

"I'm not sure. Alex?"

Jean hesitated, wishing she could put this off. She remembered Professor Jernigan from college, too. She would have given anything if this night had never happened.

"We can talk about it later, Jim."

"He's dead, isn't he?" Jim asked, already knowing the answer.

"Yes. I'm sorry," Jean answered, hating that truth. With her fingertips, she traced the line of his jaw and held his face in her hand. "But you're alive. And I'm so grateful for that." Her eyes glistened, tears threatening to spill over. Tears she didn't know she had left in her after last night.

"I'm sorry, too . . . worried you," Jim replied, seeing her distress and remembering all the times they'd discussed the dangers of his job. But this was different. Something was different. He was so tired. If he could just rest for a few minutes.

With relief, Jean saw her husband's eyes close and the deep rhythmic breathing of normal sleep begin. She gazed at him for a moment. Then she reached for her purse on the chair, pulled out some tissue and patted the wetness on her cheeks away. Pete was waiting outside. It would feel good to tell him that Jim was really going to be okay.

************

Pete Malloy knew it was daylight. Not because he'd been outside where the sun was shining and the birds were singing. Rather, he had looked at his watch enough times in the last few hours to mark exactly when the a.m. shift had started roll call.

Jim had been brought down from recovery less than an hour ago and they'd allowed Jean into his room. She'd tried to get Pete to wait with her, but he thought it was better that hers was the face that Jim saw when he woke up. She promised she would come and get him. No telling how long it might be, though. He stood, yawned and flexed his arms, weary from lack of sleep and stress. Cordell had left earlier to check the status of the second suspect. Pete hoped they'd already caught the bastard and no one else had been hurt. If they hadn't caught him, then Pete knew what lay ahead.

He noticed a pretty nurse walking toward him and smiled when he realized it was the same one from the Emergency Room. The one with the beautiful auburn hair. The one that could calmly hand over a loaded .38 in the midst of a crisis without blinking an eye. The friendly smile she flashed in his direction boosted his spirits.

"Hello," she greeted him warmly.

"Hello, Nurse...?"

"Williams. Lisa Williams," she replied, smiling again.

Her green eyes caught Pete's attention, almost causing him to stammer. "I'm Pete Malloy."

She nodded. "I've seen your ID, remember?"

"Ahhh, yes, I do," Pete said, suddenly recalling that detail. "Thank you for your help last night . . . er, this morning."

"You're welcome. I wanted to stop by and check on your partner after my shift ended. Working in the ER, I don't always get a chance to see how things work out."

Pete smiled in response. "I know what you mean."

"How is Officer Reed?"

"Good, I think. Came through surgery with flying colors and the docs are optimistic."

"I'm glad to hear it. You know, he was quite intent on talking to you while we were trying to treat him. Pretty tough guy."

"Yeah." Pete replied, softly. You'll get no argument from me, Nurse Williams.

Pete became aware of the door to Jim's hospital room openng. Jean peered around it, looking for him.

Nurse Williams saw her at the same time and extended her hand to Pete as if cued.

"Good luck, Officer Malloy. I'm glad your partner's going to be okay."

Pete shook her hand and looked at her earnestly. "Thank you again." He would have liked to talk to her more, but he was anxious to see Jim. She turned to leave and gave him a brief wave with her fingers. He had a feeling that she understood.

Jean leaned on the door, propping it open with her body. She snagged his sleeve as he approached. "He woke up, Pete. But it was only for a moment and then he fell asleep again." she whispered, almost apologetically, then guided him inside the room.

Pete stepped over to the bed, trying to be as quiet as possible. He remained there standing and watching.

Jean touched his shoulder lightly. "Pete, I'm going to call and check on little Jimmy. You'll stay with him, won't you?"

"Sure." Pete wasn't stupid. Jean was certainly going to call her girlfriend but he knew their was a lot more to her sense of timing. He sat down tentatively, hearing the door shut behind her.

Pete found himself staring at his partner, sleeping soundly, but looking damn uncomfortable. Thick gauzy pads were wrapped and taped over his left shoulder, along with some tubes that disappeared beyond the side railing. The arm below was bent flat across his chest, bound by more bandages. Pete knew that was to keep him from moving it inadvertently and causing more damage. Two i.v.'s were hooked up to his good arm, the pole standing close by. At least he wasn't as pale as before and he appeared to be in a deep sleep. That had to be good, right?

Pete pressed his palms against his eyes, trying to squeeze the tension out of them. It didn't work. He sighed and leaned back, deciding to rest them instead. He'd wait for Jean to return and then maybe he'd call Mac. Yeah, that's what I'll do.

************

Unhurried, Jean walked back down the hallway to her husband's room. Little Jimmy was fine and in capable hands for the time being. While she would normally rush back to be with Jim, she knew it was important for Pete to have some time with him as well. She stretched the return trip out as long as possible without taking a chance at causing undue concern.

She reached the door and pushed, taking only a few steps before stopping completely. Jean rested her head against the door and gazed at the sight in front of her. Jim was sleeping undisturbed. And, seated less than a foot away, so was Pete. He might be dressed in street clothes, but he still looked like he was on duty. Guard duty. She knew that he'd always be there for Jim. Just like he was last night. She blinked away the tears gathering in her eyes, comforted that Jim had someone like Pete in his life.

************

An hour later Pete snapped awake and sat up straight, a little unsure of his whereabouts. That feeling disappeared in two seconds. He checked on Jim, relaxing somewhat as he watched him still sleeping without any problem. He stood, stretched his back and shook out the numbness in his arms. As he glanced at his watch for what felt like the thousandth time, he wondered what had happened to Jean. He hadn't meant to conk out like that but the catnap had helped a little. Pete took another look at the quiet figure on the bed.

"I'll be back, partner."

He walked softly to the door, taking care not to make any noise. Outside he saw Jean talking to Mac. Seeing him there brought Pete's spirits up a notch. Mac looked up and saw him, nodding to Jean, who also turned and smiled. Mac walked over to Pete and placed a comforting hand on Pete's shoulder.

"Pete."

"Mac. Glad you're here. I meant to call you."

"That's all right. Ben brought me up to date before roll call started. I wanted to get here as soon as possible."

"Pete, Sergeant MacDonald," Jean shyly interrupted, "I think I'm going go sit with Jim."

"Of course." Both men replied, each trying to look reassuring.

They watched her leave and Pete turned back to his supervisor. "Mac, how's she doing?"

"Fine, Pete. When I arrived , she was sitting here. She was okay."

"Oh, great," Pete replied, irritated at himself. He gestured toward Jim's room. "I fell asleep. I didn't mean for her to wait on me."

"Don't worry about it," Mac looked at the younger man seriously. "I managed to talk her into getting a little breakfast in the cafeteria. I think it did her some good. Besides, she wanted you to have some time with Jim, too."

Pete crossed his arms, looked down at the floor and sighed heavily.

"Come on, Pete," Mac said, "I think it's your turn to visit the cafeteria."

"Yeah, okay. Just coffee, though. I don't eat hospital food unless I have to." Pete's nose wrinkled at the thought.

"Okay, coffee it is." Mac smiled, glad to see his friend's sense of humor return, even briefly. "Let's go."


*********

"So that's everything I know, Mac." Pete said, setting down his third cup of coffee. He paused, remembering the events of the early morning hours. "There really wasn't time for me to ask Jim anything."

"I know. I spoke with his doctor before I came up here."

"And?" Pete asked, eyebrows raised in question.

"And he says we might be able to talk to him later today," Mac answered, his expression softening. "But that's not what you were wondering about, is it?"

Pete half-smiled in response. "You know me too well, Mac."

"Then let me tell you that the doctor also felt very optimistic about Jim's recovery. He said that there was no reason that he couldn't regain full mobility of his left arm. Of course, he's going to have to go through physical therapy and do what he's supposed to do. But I think he can handle that, don't you?"

Pete wrapped both hands around his coffee cup, moving it back and forth between his palms. He stared at it and nodded in silent agreement.

"Look, I do have some other information." Mac's tone suddenly sounded more official.

Pete's gaze bounced expectantly back to his sergeant. "The other guy?"

"Yes. DMV gave us a name and address for the car you saw in the parking lot. It's registered to a Jerry Barstow. But we're pretty sure that's an alias."

"Figures. Did you pick him up?"

"No," Mac cleared his throat. "He'd already skipped out by the time a unit arrived. But we've got detectives going through the place with a fine tooth comb. They'll turn up something."

Pete scowled at the news. "So what about the kid? He's no choir boy, I'm sure of that."

"You're right. He may look the part but he's been in and out of trouble for a couple of years now. Nothing big and he always managed to get out of it clean. A psychologist who examined him as a juvenile offender saw signs of emotional problems."

"That's not an unusual description of a teenager, Mac." Pete replied sharply. "And not an excuse for the behavior I saw."

"I didn't say it was. Just an indication that maybe something was already set in motion before last night."

"Sorry. Didn't mean to snap at you."

Mac grinned, easing the younger man's tension. "Well, I won't put you on report. This time."

"Thanks, Mac." Pete gave him a sheepish smile in return. "I appreciate that."

"So why don't you go on home and get some sleep?"

Mac saw Pete's hesitation. "I'll let Jean know. Besides, you know it'll be hours before he wakes up. I'll call you if there are any developments. Go on."

"All right," Pete replied reluctantly. "I'll be back later, though."

"I know."

*********

The combined effects of anesthesia and exhaustion along with his body's need to heal kept Jim Reed in a heavy state of sleep. He was reluctant to rouse even after ten hours and several vitals checks by the floor nurses. Morning slid into noon. Afternoon drifted slowly into early evening.

He awoke feeling stiff and worn out yet aware of his surroundings. Vaguely he remembered being poked and prodded but felt like that was all part of a bad dream. Bouquets of flowers were spread throughout the room, providing splashes of color and quite a bit of fragrance. Jean stood nearby, fingering a small card thoughtfully. She brushed away a strand of hair and placed the card carefully in its holder.

"Jean?"

She turned at the sound of Jim's hoarse voice, barely more than a whisper. With a smile, she crossed the floor to stand by the side of his bed. She bent down and touched his lips briefly with her own. "Hey, sleepyhead."

"Guess I've been out a while, huh?"

"A while," she answered, picking up the call button and pressing it. "The nurse wanted me to let her know when you woke up."

"Oh. You okay?

"Of course. I was just looking at the beautiful flowers. There're so many people down at the station that care about you. I haven't even met them all."

"They're good people," he remarked, turning his head awkwardly to look at his arm.

"Are you in pain?" Jean asked, uncertainty showing on her face.

"No." Jim answered without thinking. "Pete? Is Pete okay?"

Surprised, Jean looked at her husband closely. "Yes, of course he is. Mac sent him home earlier to get some rest."

Relieved, Jim sighed and saw Jean's questioning expression. "I...just wasn't sure, that's all."

Padded footsteps at the door caught their attention. A nurse appeared at the foot of Jim's bed and smiled pleasantly as she checked his chart.

"Well, Mr. Reed. Good to see you awake. How are you feeling?"

"Okay." He started to shrug but quickly changed his mind.

"Mrs. Reed, I hate to ask but would you mind waiting outside for just a moment?"

"Of course," Jean answered, touching Jim's hand. "I won't be long."

Jim smiled reassuringly and watched as she left the room.

"I'm Nurse Atkins. Now that the Mrs. is gone, why don't you tell me how you really feel?"

Jim blinked, taken off guard by her unexpected directness. "I'm doing okay."

"Hmm-mmm."

Nurse Atkins adjusted the dial on his iv, then pressed her fingers to his wrist as she studied her watch. A thermometer magically appeared in her hand next and just as quickly slipped into his mouth. She'd only been in the room a matter of minutes but Jim found himself wishing she would leave. If this is what he'd been missing while he was asleep, then he was glad that he'd been out of it. Finally, she scrutinized the temperature reading, frowned slightly and jotted it down on his chart. He watched as she crossed to the opposite side of the bed to examine his shoulder. Jim held his breath as she touched the dressing, moving it slightly.

"Let me know if it hurts," she glanced over at him, then continued with her assessment. Less than a minute later, she stopped and he started breathing again.

"We'll have to change that dressing in a little while," she informed him as she went back to the chart once again. "And Dr. Manetti should be in at any minute to talk to you."

"Thanks." He had questions but he knew they had to wait for the doctor. Actually it was only one question. Could he still be a cop? And if the answer was yes, then the next question would be for Mac. After this, was he still a cop?

"Mr. Reed?"

"Sorry, I didn't hear you." he replied, startled.

"If you need me, just press the call button. I made sure it was within your reach."

"Thank you."

Nurse Atkins finally left him and his chart alone. He looked down at the call button and moved his hand away from it. Surprised to see it shaking as he lifted it, he ceased the effort and dropped his hand onto his stomach. Jim looked up as the door opened again. He was relieved to see Jean.

"Is she gone?" she whispered playfully.

"Yeah," he answered, cracking a small grin. "You really should go home and be with the baby. I'll be all right."

"I'll check on him soon. He misses you, too, you know."

Jim sighed, realizing how long it had been since he had held his child.

"Jim?" Jean said, sounding more serious as she sat carefully beside him and laid her hand on his. "Mac's outside."

"Okay," he answered, wondering at her hesitation. "Tell him to come on in."

She shook her head slowly. "I don't think that would be a good idea."

"Jean, it's all right. I can talk to Mac."

"You're not strong enough, Jim," she persisted.

He saw her start to bite her lower lip, a habit she had when she got frustrated. He gently grasped her fingers. "What is it?"

"Oh, Jim, there are two detectives out there with him. They want to see you, too. I told them no."

Didn't take them long. He took a deep breath, smiled at Jean encouragingly and briefly tightened the hold he had on her fingers. "It's standard procedure. Might as well do it now."

"But the doctor hasn't even been back to see you yet! And Pete's not here either," she argued.

"I'm just going to lay here and answer some questions, honey." Pete. Pete was going to be dragged into this.

"They can wait until you feel better. Then everyone can talk as much as they want."

"I'm okay. Don't worry." He continued to gaze at her, trying to dissuade her fears for his well-being.

She sighed heavily and stood up, still holding onto his hand. "I hate this."

Jim nodded silently and watched as his wife left the room.

************

All things considered, Pete Malloy felt a little better than he had several hours before. A few hours sleep had done the trick. Okay, more than a few.And a shower. And a change of clothes. Now he walked back into the hospital, eager to see how his partner was doing. Mac hadn't called, which he took as a good sign.

As he neared Jim's room, he caught sight of Jean again and wondered when she was ever going to go home. She had to be exhausted staying up here all this time. Before he could ask her, Jean saw him and jumped up from her seat.

"Pete!"

Alarmed, Pete walked faster to meet her in front of Jim's door. "What's wrong? Is it Jim?"

"No. Yes," Jean shook her head, contradicting herself nervously. "I mean, it's those men that Mac brought with him."

"What men?"

"Detectives. Please, Pete, go in there."

Pete felt more than mere annoyance at Mac's action. He resolutely pushed the door, stopping halfway as he heard the conversation going on inside.

"So do you make it a practice to take your own gun with you every time you meet an old friend, Officer Reed?"

"No, sir."

"But you felt justified taking it with you this time?"

"Alex sounded frightened but wouldn't tell me why. I thought it better not to take any chances."

"If you felt there was a possibility of violence, why didn't you call it in?

"Like I told you before, he wouldn't say anything specific. And I was afraid he'd
spook--he insisted that I had to come alone."

"You even decided against calling your partner?"

Pete thought Jim's voice sounded awfully weak and strained. And now the detectives seemed to be waiting for an answer to that last question. It's too soon for this. Pete took matters in his own hands. As he entered the room, he let the door close behind him and glared at the two men holding court at the foot of the hospital bed.

"Like he told you . . . Professor Jernigan made that decisionwhen he called Jim," Pete interjected, fastening a hard stare at both detectives. He didn't recognize either one of them.

Pete knew he'd become the focus of their attention and that was just fine with him. He glanced briefly toward Jim and didn't like what he saw.

"Pete," Mac stepped in closer to the three men. "This is Detective Johnson."

Johnson nodded politely at Pete, who thought the elder of the pair looked like he'd spent too much time behind a desk.

"And this is Detective Brazzell." The younger man barely acknowledged him with a sideways look. "Gentlemen, this is Reed's partner, Pete Malloy."

"Well, this is good timing, Malloy," Det. Johnson remarked casually. "We'll be talking to you after we're done here."

"I think you're done now," Pete replied.

"Pete," Mac interrupted, "They've got a job to do. Reed here said he felt up to it."

Pete briefly felt irritation at his sergeant. Mac knew Jim well enough to know that he'd never impede an investigation, even at the cost of his own health. At least Mac was with him when I wasn't.

"Pete. It's okay."

Pete looked at Jim again, taking in his pallor and the dullness reflected in his eyes. Before he could say anything more, though, the door opened once again and Jean and Dr. Manetti entered the crowded room.

"Gentlemen, perhaps you could move your conversation outside while I check on my patient?" Dr. Manetti's tone made it more a statement than a request.

Jean Reed stood beside him, holding the door open and looking more than a little satisfied. Pete suppressed a smile and invited the detectives to precede him. They left the room quietly and Pete tipped a conspiratorial wink to Jean as he passed her on the way out.

Johnson and Brazzell stopped as soon as the door was closed, both staring intently at Mac and Pete.

"I guess we can get your account of the incident now, Officer Malloy? I'm sure we can find a place to talk." Detective Johnson still wore an informal, business-as-usual mask.

"That's fine. But I'd like a word with my sergeant first, if you don't mind."

"Certainly. We'll be down the hall."

Johnson took a few steps down the hall, while Brazzell lingered for a few seconds. His eyes concentrated on Jim's door, then came back lazily to Pete. Pete returned the look unflinchingly until the detective smirked and walked away to join his partner.

"Well, that was quite a show," Mac said. "What is it with you two?"

"Don't ask me, Mac. Maybe the guy enjoys this part of his job a little too much for my taste."

"You know as well as I do that there's got to be an investigation, Pete. A civilian died on the scene with an officer present. There're questions that have to be asked."

"Couldn't it wait until tomorrow? Good grief, I come back to check on my partner and what do I find? Those two hovering over Jim like vultures and him looking like hell."

Mac folded his arms and inhaled deeply before answering. "To be honest, I wasn't too keen on letting them talk to Reed this soon either. But they'd already talked to the doctor and gotten tentative permission. And they don't mess around, Pete.” He leaned closer and lowered his voice. “I got a phone call right in the middle of trying to get them to wait. Pressure from the brass. Someone on the Board of Trustees at the college spoke to the Chief. They want a full investigation and they want it now. I guess the professor was pretty well thought of on campus."

"Or they want to make sure the University's reputation doesn't get dirty."

"Well, whatever the reason, those two have full access to everyone involved. And that includes you. We'd better get a move on."

Pete acknowledged his sergeant's recommendation with a nod, wondering how many times he and Jim would have to relive last night's nightmare.

**********

Jean Reed drew the blinds across the window, effectively shutting out the brilliance of the late-setting sun. She then sat down in another visitor's chair and attempted to look composed as Dr. Manetti retrieved Jim's chart.

"Jim," he said, "Do you remember me?"

"Huhh, I think so. Doctor....?" Jim tried to think back, his memory still foggy.

"Manetti. I operated on your shoulder early this morning after they brought you into the ER."

"Thank you," Jim paused, swallowing with some difficulty. "What's the verdict?"

Dr. Manetti poured a small cup of water and handed it to him. "As I told your wife, you're very lucky. The damage was minimal, considering."

"Considering?"

"The bullet that penetrated your shoulder must have either traveled some distance or encountered resistance before final impact. A large caliber bullet like this usually does a lot more damage. It's a good thing this one was probably halfway spent or you'd be looking at a different prognosis."

The doctor's words brought the memory back like a wave crashing into Jim. The boom of gunfire, bullets tearing through the elevator doors, the eruption of sparks and smoke. "It ricocheted.” He said finally.

"Well, as I said, it's a good thing. I found the slug resting next to the left scapula near the joint," Dr. Manetti indicated the location on his own shoulder. "There''s also a hairline fracture where it hit the bone. It's going to take some time to heal. That goes for the penetrating wound as well. You've got quite a few stitches inside and out."

Jim allowed himself a wry grin. "Feels like it."

"I bet. You're due for pain medication." Dr. Manetti replied, smiling at Jim's admission and looking back down at the chart in his hand. "Nurse Atkins will be back in to redress the wound and take care of any drainage. I want to keep a close watch on it. Looks like you've got a bit of a fever, too."

"A fever?" Jean asked, apprehensively.

"It's not unusual for post-op patients," Dr. Manetti answered, attempting to reassure her. "Your husband's already being given an antibiotic."

"What about visitors, Doctor?" Jean asked.

"Jean." Jim knew what was coming.

Dr. Manetti looked at her, then Jim, before answering. "I have to apologize for allowing that little group in here to see you."

"No. You don't. I'm a cop and that's part of the job."

"Well, you see, I'm a doctor and looking out for the welfare of my patient is part of the job. I just wasn't aware that your official visit would be . . . so official. I'm afraid they're just going to have to wait until tomorrow to talk to you again.” He paused. “At the earliest.”

Jim wanted to argue but stopped himself. He just didn't have the strength right now. Maybe the doc had a point, at least for tonight.

Dr. Manetti finished writing notes on the chart, slipped it under his arm and dropped his pen into his pocket. "We'll be talking about your physical therapy later on when you feel up to it," he said, turning to leave. "But for now, let the nurse do HER job and get some rest."

"He will, Doctor Manetti. Thank you," Jean replied, catching the door. She was back at his side within seconds, placing a soft hand on his forehead. "You are warm. Jim, I wish there was something I could do to make you feel better."

"Jean, you are. You always do. Now stop your worrying, Sweetheart."

"Mr. Reed?"

Nurse Atkins had returned, carrying a small tray. Jim cringed inwardly, remembering what Dr. Manetti had said a few minutes earlier. He looked at Jean and gave her a wan smile, "Jean, go home and get a good night's sleep. I promise I'll do the same. And kiss little Jimmy for me."

"Okay," she hesitated. "But I'll see you in the morning."

"Okay."

"Miss you already."

"Me, too."

Jean picked up her purse and the sweater that had been laying on the visitor's chair near the window, then blew him a kiss as she left. Nurse Atkins remained at the door until she was gone, then approached the bed.

Nurse Atkins deposited her tray next to the bed and picked up a syringe. At Jim's cringe, she winked. “This goes into the port.” She swabbed the port on the I.V. at his wrist, then injected the medication. After removing the needle, she swabbed the port again, then deposited the empty syringe on the tray. The she opened new packages of gauze.

"I'll do this as quickly as I can, Mr. Reed. Just bear with me, all right?"

"Yeah," Jim answered, turning his head away to face the wall. Wishing he'd gotten his pain medication a little earlier, he steeled himself for the contact that he knew was going to hurt. He thought about his son, heard the boy's giggles in his head and smiled to himself. He kept the smile as long as possible even when it twisted into a grimace.

"Just about done."

Nurse Atkins was still there. Jim wished he wasn't.

**************

The session with Johnson and Brazzell took place in a doctor's lounge just off the surgery corridor. Pete wondered if the detectives had gotten consent to use it or if they'd just taken it over for their own purposes. He'd seen their style and had a pretty good idea of the answer to that one.

He spent at least twenty minutes recounting the events of the early morning hours beginning with the Jean's phone call. Every detail was written down, and probably a few other things, ending with their arrival at the hospital. Neither detective made any attempt to interrupt, which surprised him. He should have known better.

"Didn't you think it was odd that your partner's wife called you in the middle of the night?" Detective Johnson inquired.

"She called because she was worried about her husband. I don't think that's odd. Do you?"

"We're not here to answer questions, Officer Malloy. You are." It was Brazzell, the one with the personality of a Gestapo agent.

"Gentlemen, let's keep this professional, shall we?" Mac urged, looking at all three of them.

"Of course, Sergeant," Johnson offered a bland smile, then leaned forward to continue his questioning. "What we're trying to ascertain here is Officer Reed's state of mind during a critical situation."

"And his handling of that . . .situation." Brazzell added, "He's only been on the force a couple of years. He's still pretty green, isn't he?"

Pete clenched one fist on the table between them, keeping the other one close to his side. "You have no reason to question his state of mind. He's a good cop. One of the best. And how he handles any situation is beyond reproach."

"Well, that's all very well and good coming from his partner," Johnson said, "But you have to admit that what happened wasn't routine, was it?"

"Very little of what we encounter on the job is routine, Detective Johnson. You should know that." Pete felt his patience wearing thin again.

"Okay, let's just cut to the chase, Officer Malloy."

"Yeah, why don't we do that, Detective Brazzell?" Pete sat back and crossed his arms, wondering what else was in store.

"Right now, the kid you arrested is in custody. His parents are out of town but have been contacted and should be here tomorrow. He's screaming that he's innocence, he's already got a lawyer and we're betting it won't